greatest…music video…evar
oh…video is most definately not safe for work (i.e. it has naked bjoobies in it)
recommend right-clicking to save as. beware…file is 40 MB.
like a truck
Well, I knew it was coming.
Lisa broke up with me last night.
I’d like to say it was mutual, but it wasn’t. I have a lot of things to say right now, and a lot of thoughts. But, I don’t think this is the right forum.
This place might be REAL quiet for the next couple weeks, or it may be noisey. I’m not sure. What I do know is that I truly appreciate the wonderful family and friends that I have. To all of you, thank you….
what keeps me going?
Well, as most of you know, Lisa and I hung out this weekend. Overall, I’d say it wasn’t a great weekend, but it could have been worse. I did have a really long entry outlining everything that went on that were bad, but that was so negative I couldn’t post it. It made it seem the weekend was wretched and that Lisa hates me. So, this is the updated, short, more upbeat, more positive version.
My main problem with the weekend is that I felt she didn’t want to be around me, or desire to have fun with me. I was trying to be upbeat and excited, but that didn’t seem to help her. I don’t know what else I can try, but I’m trying to be who I am and be happy when I’m around her.
My friends have been very supportive throughout the time I’ve been dating Lisa. They tell me to just be myself, that all she wants is to have fun with me and have me enjoy myself when I’m with her. I tried very hard to do that this weekend, but it’s even harder to do it when the person your trying to enjoy being around doesn’t seem like she wants to be around you.
Hmmm…the good point about this weekend I guess is that I did have a nice afternoon/evening with Lisa on Sunday. We went to see a movie (Troy), and got to mess around a bit in bed :-) However, the only reason we messed around was because I initiated it both times, and she still didn’t really want to. After being away for over a month, you would think she’d be attacking me to get some. We cooked a good dinner, watched some Pistons - Lakers (go pistons!), and went to bed.
Overall, as I said above, the weekend was not great, but not horrible. However, it’s very hard for me to be excited about Lisa when I feel she isn’t excited about me at all, and could care less if I’m in her life. I don’t know how to fix it, or if it can be fixed. I’m just going to be myself, be excited about her and our relationship, and hope that she can do the same.
begin rant
grrrr….people who ride elevators to go up or down 4 floors or less are useless. Seriously, would walking up the damn stairs be THAT difficult? Total and complete disregard for all that is right is what these people are doing. Maybe if our country didn’t use elevators to go up one floor we wouldn’t be so overweight!
Annoyed mainly because I work on the 12th floor, and the elevator takes forever to get up past those first 4 floors. Again, is it that difficult to walk up three flights of stairs, or maybe even less?
I think there should be new rules, and elevators should be equipped with smart card readers that you have to use everytime you get on. Then, you wouldn’t be allowed to use the elevators to go up or down less then 4 floors. Of course there would be exceptions for the disabled, but normal people couldn’t. This should be given serious consideration, for the sake of all humanity.
soon!
Lisa is getting back soon! I can’t believe how long it has been since I saw her last, and it’s only a few more days till I see her again. I’m really looking forward to it!
I’ve spent a lot of time over the past couple days organizing the apartment. I finally have pictures hanging up, and all I need now for the living room is a entertainment center. The office is till somewhat of a disaster area, but that might be addressed tonight or another night this week.
I start class again on Saturday, which is not good. Lisa is going to be over here, which is nice, and this Saturday class is only in the morning. However, I have a full Saturday of class each weekend till July 3, so that is not good. It’ll be tough to see Lisa during that time, which sucks since we just spent over a month apart. Oh well, I’m sure it will all work out. It’s going to be great to talk to her more often and see her when I do.
If you’ve been reading this often, you know that I’ve been meaning to set up a new blog system and do a site redesign. Well, as you can tell, it’s basically on the back burner. I guess it’s just not a high priority item, considering I’m fixing up the apartment, starting class again, and seeing the girlfriend. I’m sure it will get done once the class thing ends, but probably not before.
