good things
Life is finally starting to settle down (knock on wood). I’m starting to get in a routine around the apartment, and life is generally going alright. Of course, this is all compared to the mood I was in on Sunday and Monday…
Let me start by saying that overall, I shouldn’t really complain about the weekend I spent with Lisa for her birthday. When we were out of the house, we had a GREAT time together, and it was just phenomenal. For whatever reason though, at other times, I was really moody and insecure about the relationship. I don’t know why, but I just was. I was making stuff up in my mind about how she felt and far-off scenarios, instead of just enjoying my time with her.
I basically snapped out of that mode sometime yesterday. My mom, dad, and a couple very important friends helped me get through it, and just realize what’s important. I love the girl, and I’m going to not be so stressed out about her or the rest of my life for a change.
Sure, I’ll have bad days, and I know that I’ll get worried about some things. But overall, my life is going pretty damn well right now. I don’t need to be making problems for myself, which is what I was doing over the weekend, and into the beginning of this week.
So enough of that babble. Lots more fun stuff to talk about than that. For instance, take Lisa’s b-day gifts. I really spoiled her, even to the point where I think I did too much. Let’s start with gifts: makeup bag, disposable cameras (for her trip to Europe), a photo album, and a jewelery set (necklace, earrings, and ring; aquamarine stones in each). On top of that, I got her a huge cookie from Ms. Fields. Lastly, I met her at the business college when she got out of class and I had a dozen roses to give her.
Yes, I spoiled the hell out of her.
My thoughts on that whole thing were that I don’t really get a chance to give gifts for her till Christmas, so I should get some good ones in. So there… :-P
Hmmmm…what else. Oh yeah. I got moved off my engagement in North Carolina for the week of 4/12, so now I can go to this party on 4/15 that Lisa is having with the firm she did an internship at. And I get to take Friday off. I’m really happy that I get to do this, since Lisa really wants me to come. I might also get a chance to attend the Beta Alpha Psi banquet as an alumni for the first time!
Next week I’m going to be in/around Toronto, so that should be interesting. Unfortunately, I have to drive there, so that is no good. But, I’ll make good money on the milage at least…
